Life can be taken anyday

Tonight has to be the worst night in my entire life...

Cassie, my ferret, my friend, my daughter, my heart

passed away from causes unknown just because

...I don't have any money to take here to the vet.

She was lookin ill in the morning and I did everything to make her better but with no luck,

I did searching online to figure what was wrong with her and found some things but had no

way to prove if it was what she had.

so all I could do what hold her, tell her your going to be ok..

some people may read this and say, she's just an animal

but I say no, she's more than that.

she's my best friend, someone not something, who I can talk to.

Everybody and everything listens if you speak, I always talked to her,

even if they were about random things.

Tonight I held her as I saw her gasping for air and saw blood coming out her mouth.

I said to her, please don't to this to me, I'm so sorry for not having money to take you to the vet.

Please forgive me, I think to myself as I cry, Please cassie forgive me.

But those words changed nothing, it was inevitable .

So my last words to you is, may you rest in peace my friend and forgive me...

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Light Years

Her beauty, a reflection, must find my inner strength
When I cant embrace her presence
Not living in the length where my finger tips caress the leaves
extended to the heavens my arms intend to be
fallen leaves like stars stride born of the luminescence from her smile
wind of doubt that halts reception, dwindling the essence, miles
light years, galaxies
unbeknownst through time or measured distance
when will our eyes, connect the systems
Our connected constellation

The Seasons

It's that time of the season

where you always remind me of the reason

your mine for a lifetime of devine pleasing

my breath of fresh air in this heartbreak society

love in my inhale and lust on your exhale, spirit, mind, body

I wouldn't have it any other way, none other

lives intwined from first sight to moist lip cover.

Mother nature covered all the basic maneuvers

June, an introduction to one another in the heat of summer

September, where the rain grew trust from down under

when your mood changed the color of the trees of autumn

Passing months we grew fond of our radiant presence

December where my heart I gave you as a present

The winter's cold encased our souls in ice forever

initialed our names in the crystals that looked like diamonds

a diamond is forever, an eternity of you being my lover.

Who

Enter the dancemosphere, let the strobes lights blind ya

fancy footwork on the floor, I'm right behind ya

put my palms up on ya, feel the vibes run through your body

let it rain petrone because it's our life of the party

I'v never felt the way I feel for you

damn this buzz got me feeling true

In the middle of the heat, sweat from you

a taste on my tongue is ecstasy all through

disco ball above got us both in a trance

we're the only ones here, can I get this dance?

I'm feeling the tracks of your bodies music

every song on repeat, every single one a hit

a kiss from you, permanently on my lips

lost in the mist of cigarettes and liquor

you leave the night quietly with me guessing

who you are, knowing that I will never forget her

Thick & Thin

Whether I'm big out in Japan

or NYC shouts out my name

love always shown out from France

but it will always remain the same

Couple of bills in my pockets won't change the man I am

fame at my doorstep won't change my state of trance

the one you got me from the beginning of our romance

times we stayed in when there was only dust & lint in my pocket

no food in the fridge, no electricity in our wall sockets

improvising with what we got, yes yes ya'll and we won't stop

No light to takes us to the bedroom, why we always hoped for stormy nights

lightning to guide us to each other, even though it gave you fright

casting shadows to better entertain us, no need for television

no music at the time, that's why we used the pots in the kitchen

played drums on the pots and skillets, you played lead on the spoon

the counter was our stage, in our minds we were gonna be famous soon

On boring days, we would watch each other for hours

lookin' at every detail that set us apart from others

love that blemish that's on your right cheek

looks like a lock, is my kiss gonna be the right key?

you would cry with the problems that would rush in

flooded your head with emotions, second guessin' of our love then

I would always promise you our time will come

money would be nothing to us, we will shine, forget the sun

I will shower you and drown you in nothing but the finest

Louis on your feet, Chanel on your skin, Tiffany on your wrist

Dior on your silhouette, and champagne on your breath

you deserve it all and nothing less

when I get my money right, I want you to be with

Whether I'm big out in Japan

or NYC shouts out my name

love always shown out from France

but it will always remain the same

Distant Belief

Free fallin' into your eyes

in between the galaxies of my demise

start to think, is this where heaven be?

or the fiery flares, where sinners are to be

It's gravity is pullin' me in

didn't resist, the feeling was content

a smile on my face could be relief

in life, you take chances to see change

become a new or someone's belief

Wakin' to new thought

an outlook, an idea I long sought

takin' grip on scattered stars

restless debris chipping off my flaws

Feel the drums of the suns beat

as I cool off in the sound of the heat

Listen and you shall soon see

you don't need your eyes,

just open up your heart to hear

Hear my plea

(play the first song on list)

I don't seem to trust the night, bitter cold with clouds in flight

walking the down the path with a pocketful full of dreams

ish runnin' through my mind but happiness ain't what it seems

all I could do is sleep, to see the schemes I'll pull of in between

to get the dimes and the currency that will put them at my feet

mama say it takes time to become real, you just wait and see

It begins to rain , the skies cryin' out for me, waiting for my philosophy

Emotions burst out my chest, tears run down my face, down to my neck

immersed in hopeless faith, askin' why is she? misery out for me?

fall to my knees, lookin' to the universe beggin' to hear my plea

she winks at me with the stars, stands me with gravity from planets

tells me it'll be alright, I talk to the moon, says it will come soon yet

met with mars, jupiter and mercury joined in to give an applause

sayin' that earth is my stage, without me there will be no cause

Your the brightest complexed galaxy with many casualties

love being the only, they say there are many paths to take before serenity

but success is your foundation, the heavens will pour patron

the ground will rise the dead presidents into your palms

but love is more complicated, that's a whole different conversation.

Just Think

Let me soar, let me explore the night soaked skies

let me drift away like a feather in the air, let me pass your mindless eyes

Let me ask the extraterrestrials to beam me to the windless ends of far space

explore the vacuumed thoughts of the universal being at my own pace

Cause I know that it's all close to me, it's just a matter of the time

don't look at your watch, you got my word, you'll soon see my internal shine

It may not be promised to me but I take the chance to get something greater

decipher the code of my soul to get the treasure of leisure, want it now not later

I'm knee deep in my dreams, afraid to paddle further on, what will my essence to be?

go down, drowning counting the stars while my despair submerges to the suns degree

Reach out to the gods, asking for immortal wisdom

falling to the galaxies dark abyss, looking on hoping they have listened

Waking to a plasma state, bring back the lifeless satellites that once roamed

sending my rhythmical message to this soundless debris stars once called home

Planets align, stars glisten around me, comets soar by, while asteroids impact near

to hear my dreams whisper, hear my mind sing, to hear my heart speak

Share my neurological songs cause all I can do is think

Workin' on me art(Irish accent)

So I have been working on art cause it's what I like,

have been working on how to do vector art and this is the out come.

What do you think?

(could also be used as a wallpaper :D)

Fragile Soul

I wake to the sounds of despair comin' from my mind, my dreams

wake up to be broken, to see my soul ripped from it's seams

I walk lifeless down these streets with my heart on my sleeve.

lost on the road to happiness, ask for directions but with no chances

I look afar the dimmed buildings, oceans bays with nothing to glance in.

I see nothing upon my future, only agony as my wife, misery as my love affair

cheated on her to be with you cause I begin to feel this pain, knowing I can't bare.

I take you as a sign that it's meant to be, forever in my veins runnin' red

pumping sweet anguish, coursing through my lungs with every breath.

you whisper to me, it's time to go to our heavenly spot of serenity

I take your hand, with one last look of the time, as we walk down the abyss of our hell to be...

NYC

Big city

bright lights

walking down these streets

cold night breezes fill my lungs with Life

observing the unique scenes, not thinking twice

I love this city, as they say there's no place like home

wasn't born here but this place raised me so I can call it my own

Brooklyn feed me

Queens taught me right from wrong

Manhattan expanded my creativity

you better believe I love New York...

Phases

Let's wake the night with the sounds of love

fluorescent shout-outs that reveal it all

our voices whisper stories to the infinite skies

passing on universal tales to the stars

the planets aligning to hear our fables

stand by me, lean on me, trust me, I don't lie

My dear, my dear, my dear, you don't know me but I know you very well...

just know I stay near your radiant soul,

hold my ear to your heart to hear yours,

Know that I love you cause I try or make an attempt,

everytime I feel the ridges of your fingers on my lips,

There's nothing that can stop my cry

or that can turn back the time

no feeling that can submerge this anguish

tranquility one minute, suffering in a second

I want to love, another to return the favor

and wise man say, you'll find your way...

Why does this always happen to me

On the corner of the street, waiting for you

Standing in the rain cause you want to meet, should have thought it through

What will I say, hope I don't make a fool of myself

Should have brought a gift, where are you? I heard you say twelve

Find a pen in my pocket and a notepad in my bag

Maybe I should write a poem, damn the paper is starting to sag

Minutes pass by, on my last line, the sky isn't clearing anytime soon

Where can you be? it's half an hour pass noon

I sit and wait until I receive a text from you

It says you can't come, you made a mistake and your sorry too

Read it twice and once more to make sure

I sink low, sick of this feeling, where is the cure?

All I can think is why again?

Soaked in despair, drenched in hate

Submerged in sadness and drowning in pain

My heart is the one to blame, last time, won't happen again

I Rip it from it's veins, tear it vessels, out blood flies

I Fall to my knees, and cry from my eyes

Scream my lungs dead while yelling to the skies

This is the only way to set myself free

...Why does this always happen to me?

Orchestra

When you gaze at me, you put the spotlight on me

A composer on this stage, Blinded by your curiosity.

Wondering if there's something more behind my eyes

So my answer to you lies..

in this dedication and this is how it goes..

My heart conducts the emotions that streams through my veins,

Through my harped vessels that when strummed, it takes away your pain.

Reaches my palms, do you feel the bass vibe through my fingers while we hold hands,

Listen to the keys play while I whisper swift melodies to your canals.

Feel the Flutes winds flourish on your lips when we kiss, while I feel your breath,

Hear the snared rhythm my heart plays , sensing liberation while you lay on my chest.

Hear the sounds of my feet like cymbals to your beat.

Feel the chimes on your face with my fingers I'll whish caress.

Like a saxophone I'll hum on your silhouette,

We'll dance throughout the night with our sounds of trumpets.

Hear the whistles of my soul in your head,

got me under your skin like sinatra said

To let you know my heart plays for ya,

My body is your own orchestra.

Mine

What are you afraid of love?

Scared of thinking of me, on your mind constantly, me you can't get rid of.

Scared to commit yourself to what is so real,

Baby you know my sense of touch, you know you love what you feel.

Don't walk away from it or me

Stay by my side, you light the path, with you I see

In this world that's filled with the dark,

Don't pay no mind to others, with this in history, we'll forever leave a mark.

Please be mine is all I can say, till you wind up the courage

To embrace the we and come back to me with us as the image

In your gallery as a one of a kind

With love like this, there's no other we need to search , or find

..Please be kind

and be mine...

be mine..

When I fall...

This is the only way I can speak, with my soul as my words

You can hear what I feel and see my visions which are slurred

Not clear enough to make out but know that I speak for the dreamers

We look to the sky for inspiration, ask to the stars for advice, hope they can hear us

Hours pass noon, that's when I confess to the moon..

Night covers the sky, I close my eyes...

When day has begun, I praise to the sun...

Keep my eyes closed so life can go on, roam galaxies in my suit all white

Abyss of the universe covers my path till I find the sun to bare light

Saturn's rings speaks to my will, mercury's winds rests my spiritual wisdom

Mars clouds full fill my desires, hopefully with theses traits I can rule kingdoms

Rain supreme in the sky while you witness my true nature

When I lose faith in myself and dreams fall, your the only one who can put me back together

Spare me half your heart so I can feel your melodies flow in my veins

Taste your vibes on my tongue when I bleed cause with you there is no pain...

The Path

When did time fly by? where did the memories go?

When I start to think, time dims down and my mind runs slow

My heart skips a beat, scared to lose the thought of you

I know you forgot me but I whisper to myself, it's not true

I lie to myself so my heart won't die, I pace till I hit a flat line

My body runs cold, my soul freezes over, lose all the warm

We still talk but it just isn't the same, which one of us is to blame?

I would say it was my corazon, it takes over from time to time

I let it all out on randoms because my love is blind

Now I may not be able see but I'm not stupid

I embrace these scar that were given to me by cupid

It shows that I haven't let go, I still remember all the girls

They weren't the type but I dove in the ocean and found the pearl

I give a chance to all, try the new, who knows what the future holds

All I know is that I will damage along the way, blood will pour from these holes

I will bleed and leave behind a trail

To show all that love doesn't always prevail...

Moon

On this cold night I sit in the corner, speaking to the moon

I ask, what brings life to your luminosity and beauty to your gloom.

See the depression in your craters, inhale the darkness around your orbit

Hear frequencies from satellites, reflections of the universe seem to exhibit.

Let me explore your deep space, show me the corners of your celestial neighborhood

Let me meet the stars that caress your face and the ruins of planets that once stood.

Blankets of aurora's that keep your beauty within, solar flares that give you your radiance

The meteors that give you your shape , you got earth's charisma, you see the resemblance?

On lonely nights I go out just to see you,

no matter the weather, I stay loyal to you.

You hear the words that my mind speaks,

sensing the hurt in my soul, only you know the real me.

You see through my eyes, underneath this disguise,

in my words, behind the truth and the lies.

But there's something far beyond your reach,

It speaks love every time we speak.

You have grown on me, bit by bit, day by day

It just happened, didn't plan it this way.

As the night leaves me, you do as well

till tomorrow, hope your still there.

See

I see what lies ahead, into the future, I guess

I see the darkside, the light and the bliss.

I see the sky coming down on me, the clouds surround my thoughts

Lightning clashes with these negative deals, lord knows my heart plays the part.

But I know this feeling too all real, I feel it in my soul, left with these scars

You can't see my hurt cause I keep the distance, keep your vision afar.

Till you try to break the glass that contains the real me, but this ain't no emergency.

Ring the alarm, call for help with no response, don't worry your out of harm.

I find peace in your eyes cause all I see is success, I know it's what I seek

I feel it in my chest, you can see the beats and that my heart bleeds.

But the last years it's only been nothing but a flat line

You left it all behind with no words, it only took time.

For it to turn to the smoke coming out of my cigarette,

No one to guide this breathless man, no oxygen, nobody yet.

Somehow you appear in front of me, with this note in your hand you want me to read.

It leads my eyes to a word, the word is her and the book is thy heard.

I read your visions and what lies in your dreams

It's warm feeling, nothing but serene.

Clear skies in your mind with blue seas right below

Let me soar in your words, let me swim in your soul.

Promise your number one, but together we'll be two, word is bond

I speak nothing but it, you know you love it, we correspond.

Let the years turn us into ash yet we are still intertwined

I'll never let go cause I got yours and you got mine.

This is what I envision, my prediction, things I believe

Once we collide, we cross paths, you will see what I see.

Today

was a chill day...

listened to music all day but just one mixtape one repeat though

The Futurama mixtape, pretty dope, you should go take a peep.

Then later cooked some delicious ass food...

see..mmmm

then did some drawing, trying to get some ideas for something big but don't know yet what it is

and yea that was my day...pretty lame right?

nah son, it was dope

Fear

Why would you lie, I see it pour out ya eyes

Why would you want to see me cry?

Now I'm tryin' hard to be a man but It's the human in me coming out alive

I see the fear when you try to be subtle, coming in late at nights

Rush to the bedroom in a hurtle, not showing love in these restless nights

The sun come out and I start to doubt, your way of love and do you have any?

I know I can give you all cause there's nothing to my name, not even a penny

All I can give you is my way of being, ways of affection, it's just me being me

Look into my eyes and set your mind free, say what's true but don't make fake

cause your breaking my soul with every blow and I don't know how much I could take

why do I feel so alone when your in sight?

We shined once but it's dimmed by the days, time to blow these candles out

just say word before we move on into the years

Please don't be scared of me...

I Found

so...I found you..

Now Where do I begin?

...I thought this was gonna be easy

Forget

As I try to forget you, you never get left behind

I erase the memories but it's like your embedded into my mind

I tell myself, she doesn't feel the same, that feeling is gone

It was of the past, it's time to move on

But yet your still there, every time I think about this thing called love

I can't look at another woman without you I'm thinking of

So I ask do you still feel something? I need to know the answer

Just to get past this situation, so I can forget her

At the Soul of the Universe

Walk into my mind, explore my thoughts,

Look into my memories and see what sets me apart,

From all the others you knew from the start.

The ones who make you believe their lies & taint your dreams,

Take away your purity and disrupt your beliefs,

Make you think there is nothing important besides his needs.

But I'm here to release that queen the one who runs my kingdom,

I'll let you rule the world, include the universe and anything else beyond.

Just guide the stars that orbit my soul into your love filled milky way,

Light the path with solar flares to your heart that will brighten my day.

I promise to you, I'll always hold you down and keep you close,

To my heart while I liberate your soul .

Kinda rusty...

I Guess

I look back at the kid I once was, a dreamer an outkast

Well I still am and it will stay like that, makes me better I guess

It brings out the real me, the one for who I really am

We go hand in hand, like fishes to the ocean

When I am alone it puts me at ease, not a care in the world

But lately it's been different, I guess it's me turning old

New traits have been added, new paths to follow

New ways of thinking, Less Daydreams and not as mellow

I do more around the house putting all childish things to a corner

I slowly kiss 'em goodbye as my heart slowly morns 'em

By passing day I grow more wiser and more artificial

I don't want to let go, don't want to say bye, emotions become sacrificial

On rides that lead back home

My sister asks me what wrong george? I tell her I don't know

I look distracted yet I don't have any thought on my brain

The times where there is thought, my composure I try to maintain

I try to bring back that kid with the things that satisfied the thirst

Nothing can revive the old mind, forever immersed

In a box I call memories until the I am more aged

They will be revived but it just wouldn't be the same

Now it's time to look on the bright-side of this change

I will be more focused on how I want my life to be arranged

My main goal would be to provided for wife and kids

Be the the father that mine failed to be, run smooth with my wife without any skids

Live good, live with no remorse, nothing but peace

until my time comes to a stop, my time to cease

I will whisper my last words to my wife, goodbye my love

Last flashes of life and thoughts on this poem I wrote of

So I looked at the good and the bad of this change

Can't say it's bad, can't complain

Can't say it will happen maybe it's a request

Just being the daydreamer & outkast I am I guess

PDA

Let's feel the warmth of this endless summer breeze

go to the beach, feel the sand and swim in the moonlit seas.

Kiss underneath the sky filled with these bright stars

they shine for this scene, can't nobody take ours

We wait for the sun to rise so we can begin our adventure

Show our display, into our love we venture

Walk down by the park, go underneath the tree

you guide me to the spots you want for me to please

Let me kiss your lips, move my way down to you naval

as we unveil, we turn around to see the eyes of all

In the spotlight, on the red carpet, we are the stars

we build a crowd, we cause a riot and we are the cause

A love expedition

A passionate vision

It's how I saw it my mind, my envision

At the end of our day so we stop our display

we continue tomorrow if the sky let may

Back at where we began, underneath the sky, underneath the clouds

I kiss you goodnight, we close the night with our love for shrouds

I Want..

Times began in the New York summer heat,

Hip hop playin in the background with sounds so sweet.

This is one season no cold could defeat.

Saw you under the shade, approached you and said Hi

Caught me with the gaze of your eyes, I knew then you had to be mine.

Your voice put me in a trance, I'm under your spell

A feeling that no one could withstand, your beauty got my heart impaled.

You told me your name was Love, I told you mine was forever lastin

You told me about you, your layback ways and everlastin was your passion.

As we walk down this path, I couldn't help but look at your features,

Let me state the facts of your details.

This light makes your lips glow with bliss,

bright and warm call it sun kiss.

The way your hair sways through this breeze,

similar to the waves of the glisten blue seas.

Your lightened eyes got me hypnotized,

If once in the clouds it could brighten the skies.

Curves with such movement that could flow music,

Makes me wanna dance and be true with it.

If you were a song, it would be on repeat,

Just to heart how smooth your heart beats.

We are at the end of this path and our day, and there is only one thing I would say.

I said your the one I'm looking for and That I will look no further

You took my hand and said you'd be my sun when in rainy weather.

No need for an umbrella cause your soul got me covered

When I'm in pain you become my aid, your love becomes my medicine so I recover.

A connection from the start, there's no denying it

I Give you my heart, my soul so baby keep a tight grip.

There's no one else just like you

and I wouldn't have it any other way cause all I want is you...

Thoughts

We as human have amazing things running through our minds everyday

We think of success...

Our Future...

Love..

who will we be in the future?

We think in our minds,

we know we are gonna become something but in the back of our minds we think we know we won't succeed

...We lose faith

and we gain back again.

Who will I spend the rest of my life with?

Will she love me for who I am..

who I want to be...

Will she be with me through thick and thin...

Will I lose her..

Will I end up like my parents...

I hope not.

In my mind I made my future

Now I have to put it into action.. But I don't know where to start

Will she help me begin my future,

This vision of mine.

I have to wait and see what happens but I know I can't wait too long.

It's just me I guess... lol

I sound like a bitch son

So it begins

The restless nights begin, cold sweats run down my face

All these though consume my mind, coming out of place.

But these are not the bad kind, they are the ones of that I Could take

Try to keep em down in the past cause they all have the same faith.

Starts with Excitement, goes with passion and ends with disaster

Gray clouds surround me after this conclusion, this is one technique I cannot master.

But something is stirring in my mind that I am not familiar with

Feels good, Feels like success, This time it's real and not a myth.

Now consumed by the emotions that I hid before, brought out by the new

Hope it don't end with the same, don't want to sing these blues.

It's just a matter of time, I have to wait and see what it brings

First page of this book so it begins...

Kareha/Autumn Leaves

<sub>Oh... je voudrais tant que tu te souviennes
Des jours heureux où nous étions amis
En ce temps-là, la vie était plus belle
Et le soleil, plus brillant qu’aujourd’hui
Les feuilles mortes se ramassent à la pelle
Tu vois, je n’ai pas oublié
Les feuilles mortes se ramassent à la pelle
Les souvenirs et les regrets aussi
Et le vent du nord les emporte
Dans la nuit froide de l’oubli
Tu vois, je n’ai pas oublié
La chanson que tu me chantais...

C’est une chanson que nous ressemble
Toi tu m’aimais, et je t’aimais
Nous vivions tous les deux ensemble
Toi qui m’aimais, moi qui t’aimait
Mais la vie separe ceux qui s’aiment
Tout doucement, sans faire de bruit
Et la mer efface sur le sable
Les pas des amants désunis.

The falling leaves drift by the window
The autumn leaves of red and gold
I see your lips, the summer kisses
The sun-burned hands I used to hold
Since you went away the days grew long
And soon I’ll hear old winter’s song
But I miss you most of all my darling
When autumn leaves start to fall
- Kareha/AutumnLeaves, Shiina Ringo</sub>

Vision

I had a vision 2 days ago..

I was just sitting on my couch and suddenly I just blacked out for a while.

I started seeing a vision where it was the future and I got into a accident

There was blood and gashes all over me, I had blurred vision, everything was out of place

and as they rushed me into the hospital, I was on a stretcher, I looked over

and I saw this girl who was my friend and we also had something once.

She was a doctor and I saw her name tag and it was her...

Then I woke up..

what does this mean?

Will something like this happen in the future?

...I'll just have to wait and see

One time for your Mind

One Time for your mind

Not forever, just once then you get left behind

Behind the alley of this concrete battle we call ghetto

But your love for this place is pain, with a dose of this you feel better

Nothing but love for the hustlers of these streets

Handlin' their work and strapping that heat

Bum's askin for a little help, I was thought just to take a glance and keep on

Cause when I get that paper, I keep it in my pocket, create a bond

I get this money with these hoes that work my corners

Niggas shot up, whole street population turned mourners

This is my palace, my kingdom now pass me my crown and prepare my throne

For I ain't never gonna leave, I'mma call this place my own

I dare you to take my mind, I dare you to take my time

For you only get one warning then your presence won't be physical but sublime.

Our Desires

We create thoughts in our minds...

That turn into desires.

We can only dream these thoughts...

and they never will get tired.

We can only hope for it to come true..

and feels it's magic.

Feel it's lust and power take over our soul...

..who know's maybe it could happen.

Maybe I can look into her eyes and she'll know how I feel

she will know that I burn with passion and it's for real

Have that moment that you only see in movies

She will be in my life forever and she won't get tired of me

Kiss her until she falls asleep in my arms

and I'll whisper to her sweet melodies and from my heart they will come from

When she wakes up, I'll be there to greet her with a kiss

a wonderful hello and a taste so bliss

I thank you a million times for this opportunity

Who knew my mind's dreams could hold such creativity.

Jaws Switch

... life declines
The noop slowly opened his eyes into tiny slits, but not even the slightest ray of light hit his retina. A few seconds had to pass before his thoughts were no longer trapped by the black haze of his dreams, and he recognised where he was. Lying on his hard bed in the smelly barrack. The rain tumbled onto the metal roof like clusterbomb hail, each drop exploding and releasing a shock wave inside the shelter below. Immediately followed by the merciless liquid that always found a way of creeping through the rusted metal towards the helpless sleepers below. His bed was soaked, and his skin cold. It was still night. The noop was suffering.

It was autumn and the noop knew life was fading. It all started when the colors began to change. He was born in spring when the elastomer was radiating the most heavenly white - it was so bright that it transcended every shadow. Slowly summer arose and colors became vibrant and full of life. It was a wonderful summer. But the changes were irresistible. And the noops' life span was determined. They all knew... the elastomer had no mercy.

His whole body ached as he stood up. It took a few seconds for the dizziness to disappear. His thick blood pumped slowly these days. A thought loomed over him "Never go near the water without the protection of your crown". The noop couldn't remember how he knew this, but it must have come from someone who had once loved him. "Always pretend you are a friend, and you will be safe".

Even at the blackest hour, the Noop's instinct was true to him as he reached for his shark crown. He put it on his head pulling the nose low down over his face, almost hiding below it. Quietly he made his way down to the beach. It was still night. It would all be over soon.

Complete

A sunny day in the park, Filled with the essence of true love

Sitting on this bench with no one right beside me, no one to think of.

Couples showing affection and me with a jealous feeling running up my spine

I get up and walk away without taking a look behind.

Walking passed people and feeling hate against others

Not paying attention to you, I saw you but I didn't even bother.

Something catches our attention and we couldn't help but look

We saw each other eyes and on our faces we both formed a smile

We both knew this was meant to be and began our walk that would be miles.

Living our lives with the ups and downs, the fights that would last for hours

Conclusion is me missing teeth, you with a bruised eye, both of us with anger that could tower.

But it slips out our minds, we laugh, we kiss each other because words are not needed

Our lips speak for themselves and their words are always heeded.

Our strolls are always filled with adventure, even If some bring out the child in me

You love my form of expression, love my childish ways and that's how you want it to be.

When I'm away you look upon picture just to reminisce

You cry your eyes out and can't think of anyone else you to be with.

While I'm rushing to get home to hold you in my arms and hoping your still waiting

I get to you and see that your not there, I fall on my knees and my heart starts deflating.

Again on this lonely road with the jealousy up my spine

I look behind, to the left and the right, your still not mine.

You suddenly sweep me off my feet on your soft cloud of love

You look into my eyes, I leave those lonely memories that I'm finally free of.

We walk up the church stairs and know this is the beginning of life.

I wouldn't have it any other way, I love the thought of you being my wife.

I hand you my soul as your ring and my heart as a forever

Hold you in my arms, a kiss on your lips, we are now together.

Your the one I've been wanting to meet

This is the moment that now I am complete.

Finding love..

you can't give up.

I had a dream like this.

Edited by me.

Goodbye

I'd rather make this hard

then make this easy

Except this pain, except these scars

I try to stop because I know this ain't me

But who is hurt more is you

Hard to make the decision that makes us two

I know this is not gonna work there's no future

yet still I can't let you go, this is a cut I can't suture

a wound that will bleed love forever

a love that has only one, no two together

and when you walk away

I'd hurt myself to make you stay

This is crazy

I know you hate me

I'v come to a conclusion, I'v thought this through

You let go and I'll let go too

This pain is unbearable,

Thoughts are out of place, unstable

Must be for the best, good for you and me

Just know my heart is yours and it's for you who it beats

The L.A.S.E.R.S. Manifesto

To Every Man, Woman & Child...

1. We Want An End To The Glamorization Of Negativity In The Media.

2. We Want An End To Status Symbols Dictating Our Worth As Individuals.

3. We Want A Meaningful And Universal Education System.

4. We Want Substance In The Place Of Popularity.

5. We Will Not Compromise Who We Are To Be Accepted By The Crowd.

6. We Want The Invisible Walls That Separate By Wealth, Race & Class To Be Torn Down.

7. We Want To Think Our Own Thoughts.

8. We Will Be Responsible For Our Environment.

9. We Want Clarity & Truth From Our Elected Officials Or They Should Move Aside.

10. We Want Love Not Lies.

11. We Want An End To All Wars. Foreign & Domestic (Violence).

12. We Want An End To The Processed Culture Of Exploitation, Over-Consumption & Waste.

13. We Want Knowledge, Understanding & Peace.

14. WE WILL NOT LOSE BECAUSE WE ARE NOT LOSERS, WE ARE LASERS

Lasers are the opposite of losers. Lasers are shining beams of light that burn through the darkness of ignorance. Lasers shed light on injustice and inequality. Losers stand by and let things happen. Lasers act and shape their own destinies. Lasers find meaning and direction in the mysteries all around them. Lasers stand for love and compassion. Lasers stand for peace. Lasers stand for progression. Lasers are revolutionary.
Lasers Are The Future.

We're Not Losers...We Are L.A.S.E.R.S.

Hold You Down

First is not mine but I like it, figured I add to it.

why can't I tell her how I feel?
If i can't get to her some other man surely will
but the girl is quite stunning
though I'm quite cunning
Im thinking of a plan
of how to make her love me...
just then i received a tap on the shoulder
she said i love you 2 so just let me hold ya
My heart began to pound
she said let me hold you down
the smile on my face
got wider than a clowns
she said I had my eye on you
you express interest in me but i had not a clue

That you were down for me,

we are conjoined like Siamese.

But not at the hip, joined at the soul

no need for seperation cause with her I feel whole.

The bonnie & clyde of our time,

death in hail of gun fire but we are not guilty for our crime.

Love is all we are guilty for nothing more,

staring into each others eyes on this floor.

Flashbacks of all the memories we had in this lifetime,

life was a poem nobody can take away this internal rhyme.

Forever in my thoughts and decisions,

what will be my next move? only you can rewrite these revisions.

Finally the light as emerged,

we walk hand in hand into this life that we urged.

Our second life has begun on the otherside,

Love forever timeless will never die.

Just relax

Now that I have seen the way things are, I think to myself I haven't really gone far.

I am still at the same spot that I was before, It's something to hate not something to adore.

I feel anger and overcome with sadness but I think maybe it's a phase maybe it's suppose to happen.

so now I have to see this world with another view, not being down with this issue, not being so blue.

I know I will change because I feel it in my gut, I will be something

I feel..

I feel like shit, I'm starting to miss the relationship phase.

I just noticed that I am everyone's crutch whenever they have relationship issues, I know it's the right thing to do whenever a friend is in need but I'm tired of it.

I don't want to do this anymore. I really don't.

You know what I'm gonna do me from now on, if someone has a issue I'm sorry but they won't get anything from me.

so...yea

I kinda feel better, I sound like a chick don't I?

o well lol

I just had to put it out there.

Universe

1234...

Down goes the countdown I couldn't ask for more, going to explore the beauty of your space.

It begins with the passing of those clouds that caress your face, out of into the darkness of those eyes that make me pace. Roaming around to see what full fills you, I feel warmth as I get closer realizing that it's your soul. It burns hotter than the suns forever everlasting, never felt such emotion, such passion. I see something in the distance, something so bright that it glistens. Could it be the big rings of Saturn, no it's those soft lips I wish I was kissing. Maybe soon I will get my wish with no hesitation cause now I have reached my destination, a small planet with clouds so bright red with bright stars not so far ahead. It's beauty brings me into it's orbit, pulling with such force and I know I can't avoid it, Falling down fast call me a asteroid. I'm gonna leave my mark with a little piece of paper, saying I need you and love you I'm your own little crater. This is the way to get closer to you I knew from the start, gotta pass all the beauty and get to the heart.

Now the credits roll

Now the credits roll it's the end of the movie, now I look back and there is no one to hold me.

You were my Angelina and I was was Brad pitt now we're filming the sequel and your not the one I'm with.

I wish the director would say cut and end this film, I'm trying hard to keep it together and keep a strong will.

Knowing I can't I have to pause my love and put it on pending until I can find my true happy ending.

Girls, Sounds & Colors

All I hear is colors, all I see is girls, all I know is there would be no other, to show them deep ocean pearls.

we pass the fish, the reefs, and the abyss, you know these sights are once in a lifetime and we don't wanna miss.

The point of this adventure is for you to be astound, by seeing what you feel and touching all those sounds.

Soon as the door closes, the story is over for us - Wale

Sparked a little something in me.

Now they say love is a form of expression, I'm like nah homie that's similar to what hell is.

New to this Game

Names Jorge Young

Not the blogging type so i figured I would give it a chance.

My posts will be mostly quotes of mine, or rhymes in the eyes of others.

Trying to perfect my Poetic skills.

They would be about pretty much anything, Life, Friendship, Love, and other emotions.

So bare with me and I hope you will all Like.