Forget

As I try to forget you, you never get left behind

I erase the memories but it's like your embedded into my mind

I tell myself, she doesn't feel the same, that feeling is gone

It was of the past, it's time to move on

But yet your still there, every time I think about this thing called love

I can't look at another woman without you I'm thinking of

So I ask do you still feel something? I need to know the answer

Just to get past this situation, so I can forget her

At the Soul of the Universe

Walk into my mind, explore my thoughts,

Look into my memories and see what sets me apart,

From all the others you knew from the start.

The ones who make you believe their lies & taint your dreams,

Take away your purity and disrupt your beliefs,

Make you think there is nothing important besides his needs.

But I'm here to release that queen the one who runs my kingdom,

I'll let you rule the world, include the universe and anything else beyond.

Just guide the stars that orbit my soul into your love filled milky way,

Light the path with solar flares to your heart that will brighten my day.

I promise to you, I'll always hold you down and keep you close,

To my heart while I liberate your soul .

Kinda rusty...

I Guess

I look back at the kid I once was, a dreamer an outkast

Well I still am and it will stay like that, makes me better I guess

It brings out the real me, the one for who I really am

We go hand in hand, like fishes to the ocean

When I am alone it puts me at ease, not a care in the world

But lately it's been different, I guess it's me turning old

New traits have been added, new paths to follow

New ways of thinking, Less Daydreams and not as mellow

I do more around the house putting all childish things to a corner

I slowly kiss 'em goodbye as my heart slowly morns 'em

By passing day I grow more wiser and more artificial

I don't want to let go, don't want to say bye, emotions become sacrificial

On rides that lead back home

My sister asks me what wrong george? I tell her I don't know

I look distracted yet I don't have any thought on my brain

The times where there is thought, my composure I try to maintain

I try to bring back that kid with the things that satisfied the thirst

Nothing can revive the old mind, forever immersed

In a box I call memories until the I am more aged

They will be revived but it just wouldn't be the same

Now it's time to look on the bright-side of this change

I will be more focused on how I want my life to be arranged

My main goal would be to provided for wife and kids

Be the the father that mine failed to be, run smooth with my wife without any skids

Live good, live with no remorse, nothing but peace

until my time comes to a stop, my time to cease

I will whisper my last words to my wife, goodbye my love

Last flashes of life and thoughts on this poem I wrote of

So I looked at the good and the bad of this change

Can't say it's bad, can't complain

Can't say it will happen maybe it's a request

Just being the daydreamer & outkast I am I guess

PDA

Let's feel the warmth of this endless summer breeze

go to the beach, feel the sand and swim in the moonlit seas.

Kiss underneath the sky filled with these bright stars

they shine for this scene, can't nobody take ours

We wait for the sun to rise so we can begin our adventure

Show our display, into our love we venture

Walk down by the park, go underneath the tree

you guide me to the spots you want for me to please

Let me kiss your lips, move my way down to you naval

as we unveil, we turn around to see the eyes of all

In the spotlight, on the red carpet, we are the stars

we build a crowd, we cause a riot and we are the cause

A love expedition

A passionate vision

It's how I saw it my mind, my envision

At the end of our day so we stop our display

we continue tomorrow if the sky let may

Back at where we began, underneath the sky, underneath the clouds

I kiss you goodnight, we close the night with our love for shrouds

I Want..

Times began in the New York summer heat,

Hip hop playin in the background with sounds so sweet.

This is one season no cold could defeat.

Saw you under the shade, approached you and said Hi

Caught me with the gaze of your eyes, I knew then you had to be mine.

Your voice put me in a trance, I'm under your spell

A feeling that no one could withstand, your beauty got my heart impaled.

You told me your name was Love, I told you mine was forever lastin

You told me about you, your layback ways and everlastin was your passion.

As we walk down this path, I couldn't help but look at your features,

Let me state the facts of your details.

This light makes your lips glow with bliss,

bright and warm call it sun kiss.

The way your hair sways through this breeze,

similar to the waves of the glisten blue seas.

Your lightened eyes got me hypnotized,

If once in the clouds it could brighten the skies.

Curves with such movement that could flow music,

Makes me wanna dance and be true with it.

If you were a song, it would be on repeat,

Just to heart how smooth your heart beats.

We are at the end of this path and our day, and there is only one thing I would say.

I said your the one I'm looking for and That I will look no further

You took my hand and said you'd be my sun when in rainy weather.

No need for an umbrella cause your soul got me covered

When I'm in pain you become my aid, your love becomes my medicine so I recover.

A connection from the start, there's no denying it

I Give you my heart, my soul so baby keep a tight grip.

There's no one else just like you

and I wouldn't have it any other way cause all I want is you...

Thoughts

We as human have amazing things running through our minds everyday

We think of success...

Our Future...

Love..

who will we be in the future?

We think in our minds,

we know we are gonna become something but in the back of our minds we think we know we won't succeed

...We lose faith

and we gain back again.

Who will I spend the rest of my life with?

Will she love me for who I am..

who I want to be...

Will she be with me through thick and thin...

Will I lose her..

Will I end up like my parents...

I hope not.

In my mind I made my future

Now I have to put it into action.. But I don't know where to start

Will she help me begin my future,

This vision of mine.

I have to wait and see what happens but I know I can't wait too long.

It's just me I guess... lol

I sound like a bitch son

So it begins

The restless nights begin, cold sweats run down my face

All these though consume my mind, coming out of place.

But these are not the bad kind, they are the ones of that I Could take

Try to keep em down in the past cause they all have the same faith.

Starts with Excitement, goes with passion and ends with disaster

Gray clouds surround me after this conclusion, this is one technique I cannot master.

But something is stirring in my mind that I am not familiar with

Feels good, Feels like success, This time it's real and not a myth.

Now consumed by the emotions that I hid before, brought out by the new

Hope it don't end with the same, don't want to sing these blues.

It's just a matter of time, I have to wait and see what it brings

First page of this book so it begins...