See

I see what lies ahead, into the future, I guess

I see the darkside, the light and the bliss.

I see the sky coming down on me, the clouds surround my thoughts

Lightning clashes with these negative deals, lord knows my heart plays the part.

But I know this feeling too all real, I feel it in my soul, left with these scars

You can't see my hurt cause I keep the distance, keep your vision afar.

Till you try to break the glass that contains the real me, but this ain't no emergency.

Ring the alarm, call for help with no response, don't worry your out of harm.

I find peace in your eyes cause all I see is success, I know it's what I seek

I feel it in my chest, you can see the beats and that my heart bleeds.

But the last years it's only been nothing but a flat line

You left it all behind with no words, it only took time.

For it to turn to the smoke coming out of my cigarette,

No one to guide this breathless man, no oxygen, nobody yet.

Somehow you appear in front of me, with this note in your hand you want me to read.

It leads my eyes to a word, the word is her and the book is thy heard.

I read your visions and what lies in your dreams

It's warm feeling, nothing but serene.

Clear skies in your mind with blue seas right below

Let me soar in your words, let me swim in your soul.

Promise your number one, but together we'll be two, word is bond

I speak nothing but it, you know you love it, we correspond.

Let the years turn us into ash yet we are still intertwined

I'll never let go cause I got yours and you got mine.

This is what I envision, my prediction, things I believe

Once we collide, we cross paths, you will see what I see.

Today

was a chill day...

listened to music all day but just one mixtape one repeat though

The Futurama mixtape, pretty dope, you should go take a peep.

Then later cooked some delicious ass food...

see..mmmm

then did some drawing, trying to get some ideas for something big but don't know yet what it is

and yea that was my day...pretty lame right?

nah son, it was dope

Fear

Why would you lie, I see it pour out ya eyes

Why would you want to see me cry?

Now I'm tryin' hard to be a man but It's the human in me coming out alive

I see the fear when you try to be subtle, coming in late at nights

Rush to the bedroom in a hurtle, not showing love in these restless nights

The sun come out and I start to doubt, your way of love and do you have any?

I know I can give you all cause there's nothing to my name, not even a penny

All I can give you is my way of being, ways of affection, it's just me being me

Look into my eyes and set your mind free, say what's true but don't make fake

cause your breaking my soul with every blow and I don't know how much I could take

why do I feel so alone when your in sight?

We shined once but it's dimmed by the days, time to blow these candles out

just say word before we move on into the years

Please don't be scared of me...

I Found

so...I found you..

Now Where do I begin?

...I thought this was gonna be easy

Forget

As I try to forget you, you never get left behind

I erase the memories but it's like your embedded into my mind

I tell myself, she doesn't feel the same, that feeling is gone

It was of the past, it's time to move on

But yet your still there, every time I think about this thing called love

I can't look at another woman without you I'm thinking of

So I ask do you still feel something? I need to know the answer

Just to get past this situation, so I can forget her

At the Soul of the Universe

Walk into my mind, explore my thoughts,

Look into my memories and see what sets me apart,

From all the others you knew from the start.

The ones who make you believe their lies & taint your dreams,

Take away your purity and disrupt your beliefs,

Make you think there is nothing important besides his needs.

But I'm here to release that queen the one who runs my kingdom,

I'll let you rule the world, include the universe and anything else beyond.

Just guide the stars that orbit my soul into your love filled milky way,

Light the path with solar flares to your heart that will brighten my day.

I promise to you, I'll always hold you down and keep you close,

To my heart while I liberate your soul .

Kinda rusty...

I Guess

I look back at the kid I once was, a dreamer an outkast

Well I still am and it will stay like that, makes me better I guess

It brings out the real me, the one for who I really am

We go hand in hand, like fishes to the ocean

When I am alone it puts me at ease, not a care in the world

But lately it's been different, I guess it's me turning old

New traits have been added, new paths to follow

New ways of thinking, Less Daydreams and not as mellow

I do more around the house putting all childish things to a corner

I slowly kiss 'em goodbye as my heart slowly morns 'em

By passing day I grow more wiser and more artificial

I don't want to let go, don't want to say bye, emotions become sacrificial

On rides that lead back home

My sister asks me what wrong george? I tell her I don't know

I look distracted yet I don't have any thought on my brain

The times where there is thought, my composure I try to maintain

I try to bring back that kid with the things that satisfied the thirst

Nothing can revive the old mind, forever immersed

In a box I call memories until the I am more aged

They will be revived but it just wouldn't be the same

Now it's time to look on the bright-side of this change

I will be more focused on how I want my life to be arranged

My main goal would be to provided for wife and kids

Be the the father that mine failed to be, run smooth with my wife without any skids

Live good, live with no remorse, nothing but peace

until my time comes to a stop, my time to cease

I will whisper my last words to my wife, goodbye my love

Last flashes of life and thoughts on this poem I wrote of

So I looked at the good and the bad of this change

Can't say it's bad, can't complain

Can't say it will happen maybe it's a request

Just being the daydreamer & outkast I am I guess